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Jan. 24th, 2006

04:11 pm - To all the Nice Guys...

To every guy that cooks dinner for her.

To every guy that regrets hurting her.

To every guy who knows which girl he wants.

To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait."

To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."

To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.

To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.

To every guy who has given her flowers just because.

To every guy that said he would die for her.

To every guy that really would.

To every guy that did what she wanted to do.

To every guy that cried in front of her.

To every guy that she cried in front of.

To every guy that holds hands with her.

To every guy that kisses her with meaning.

To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.

To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.

To every guy who would give their jacket up.

To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.

To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes.

To every guy that would give his seat up.

To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.

To every guy who told his secrets to her.

To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.

To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.

To every guy that believed in her dreams.

To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.

To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.

To every guy that walked her to her car.

To every guy that wasn't just trying to get laid.

To every guy that actually listened.

To every guy that gave his heart only to have it shoved back in his face.


This one is for you...

Not all girls appreciate nice guys. There's not many left out there....

If you are a nice guy repost this: "Nice guys finish last."

If you are a girl that thinks every guy should try to encompass even a few of these repost this: "To the nice guys."

Thanks Charack! (a TRULY nice guy)

03:51 pm - Yes, I do LOVE knives

bloody nightmare
Bloody Nightmare

What sort of Nightmare are you?
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Current Mood: anxiousanxious

Jan. 16th, 2006

10:26 am - Tao

You fit in with:

Your ideals mostly resemble those of the Taoist faith. Spirituality is the most important thing in your life. You strive to live by all of your ideals, and live a very intellectually focused life.

40% spiritual.
20% reason-oriented.

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Current Mood: hopefulhopeful

Oct. 30th, 2004

08:53 pm - Long time no post...

...if anyone was paying attention. I've been paying attention. Although I haven't been a part of things in quite awhile, I've still been keeping up with what's going on with everyone. Sort of watching from a distance, not living my own life,wishing I could be with the people who really matter to me,feeling somewhat imprisioned. Turns out I imprison, limit, and reinforce my own self-doubt more than any hurtful ne'er-do-well manipulator could ever bring me to.

Now I'm dipping my toes back into waters that were always so warm and inviting. I still am afraid to allow myself to get all the way in. All in due time.

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...mysternot ious
Your hugs are...warm
Your eyes...light up a day
Your touch is...irresistable
Your smell is...amazing
Your smile is...encouraging
Your love is...unique
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Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
Current Music: varying polyphonic sounds of the cell phone

Jul. 1st, 2004

01:47 pm

You're Devi! Bad people happen to you more than is
normal. You must live a cursed life.

What Johnny the Homicidal Maniac character are you?
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Current Mood: apatheticapathetic

May. 30th, 2004

05:41 pm - At the family barbeque ...

And I'm about ready to barbeque me some FAMILY members... Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!! (Thank goodness their liquering my mom up...it's the only thing saving me today)

Current Mood: crazycrazy

May. 13th, 2004

12:52 am - The better to CUT you with

I just received my very own switchblade tonight! For so long the raw beauty that a finely sharpened, glistening blade posesses has induced such feelings of LUST within me...and now I have one! }:)

Current Mood: deviousdevious

May. 7th, 2004

02:14 pm - T W I S T E D

You have a twisted soul! Twisted Souls are never
bad, and actually, are a rarity amongst souls.
These souls are a little combination of
everything, with always a little of their own
chaos to add. Twisted Souls are kind, loving,
weird, zany, temperamental, and very talented.
They have their own firm opinion, and can at
one time be very outspoken and passionate, and
the other time shy and feeling insignificant.
Twisted Souls have good senses of Humor and
other times can be a bore. You can act quite
intelligent at one time, and grasp concepts
easily, while other times they can find it
difficult to understand. Twisted Souls are
always very fun and Kind, and can be party
animals. But, if you love someone, youre
serious about it, intense, and forever loyal.
Congratulations-the world should have more like

What Kind of SOUL do you posses?
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Well whadaya know? I'm a TWISTED SOUL!
Once again the world makes sense.

Oddly enough, lately my feelings have been of the twisted, conflicted, afflicted sort. Maybe it was the whole Mercury in retrograde thing (which just came out of retrograde), maybe it was my birthday last week, or maybe . . . oh, whateva! Here's something I wrote:

All the rhyme, the reason
Escape my mind, the season
Waiting for the turn
My turn, turn of seasons
Foolish one won't be won
All defenses automatic
Determination to sever feeling

Anyhoo, I must thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday, cuz YOU are what made it so. Thanks to the grotesquely GOREgeous screeamqueen for the birthday greeting on your lj and the "family" get-together at your house. You make gore look gooooood!

caffeina you yourself are a gift, so it was wonderful to have you out celebrating with me AND give me such a thoughtful gift AND bring along djdigit! Wow.

Of course I would've been broken-hearted without the presence (which is a present) of charack and wifey. Charack, you have become my trusted counselor and helped me get over some bumps in the road. How in the hell do you get me to open up like that?!!! It pisses me off, but I love ya for it. Speaking of, I'm gonna need another session REAL soon.

And thanks to all who even sent a happy thought in my direction. I got it.

"What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel
that they are joined together to strengthen each other in all
labor, to minister to each other in all sorrow, to share with
each other in all gladness, to be at one with each other in
silent unspeakable memories?"
- George Eliot

Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated

Mar. 27th, 2004

05:44 am - An Evening of Sucking, Blowing, Genital Piercing, and Naked Hottubbing

Tonight, (uh, well I guess I should say last night now. Daylight. Shit. What HAVE I been doing??) Well anyhoo,I had the privilege of being part of a very new friend's bachellorette party. The party centered around a limo ride, and once all attendees were assembled, Miragination took on her usual position as group photographer. Thanks to her, we have documentation of people, places and events that we otherwise wouldn't. Like me sucking on a lollypop and other people blowing on/into things so we would have photos of people sucking AND blowing. Miss Mirage captured the evening's mood exactly. After certain members of our group enjoyed antagonizing the people on the Friday night streets, we found ourselves at Stilleto in Mountain View. Drinking, dancing and girlish debauchery. I got to feed my need to dance - which is all it takes for me to consider a night absolutely fabulous. The topper: A public viewing of a young man having his genitalia pierced. Some night! Not over yet. Leaving the club, it is decided that Girl Party will make their way to Boy Party. Nice to have everyone together. More importantly, bride-to-be and groom-to-be are happy <3. Then comes my favorite part - the hot tub. A couple of the ladies go in completely naked, (inspiring me to strip down to just underpants), and there's a person or two who goes in partially clothed. Never been that publically nude before. Good for building up my confidence and lessening my self-conscious habits. Felt so, SO good!! I really want to wish my friends everything wonderful in the world for their marriage. They have shown me great kindness - they have hearts that overflow. Congrats to them on their upcoming wedding day.

Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative

Mar. 25th, 2004

02:12 am - Much thanks to Screeamqueen & MC Donkey Punch

Anyone who didn't attend BLOODFEAST this weekend missed a hell of an event. All I can say is that I hope these guys are gonna help me throw my party for my birthday at the end of April. I hope my friend had as much celebrating her birthday as everyone else did. 

More later. Now I must sleep . . . 

Current Mood: draineddrained

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